I think so much of the planning so far has been pretty internal. I'm not the most talkative person, I guess..okay, fine, at least not about the wedding. :) I love reading things online about women who spend whole conversations telling family and friends every detail of their wedding 'cause it's just not me. It's not that I am not excited about this; I just don't want our wedding to be the center of my life or dominate every conversation I have until August. I'm pretty okay with the idea of talking about the inauguration, football playoffs or a new restaurant opening.
Despite this I think I was a bit apprehensive because this is still a very public thing we are doing. I know in the realm of weddings we all judge something whether we admit it or not. Am I afraid of being judged? Maybe. Perhaps I'm worried that something isn't right or that there is a glaring imperfection on the website. Am I perfectionist? Sometimes.
It's hard to just put yourself out there, and I think today I gained a new found appreciation for the public aspect of what we are doing. The Save-the-Dates took all of this thinking and planning from the abstract to the totally real, and I guess there is no going back now.
At least Mr. CPF and I are putting ourselves out there together.
For those the married folks/those planning, did you or have you had this moment?
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